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Wires hanging reminiscent
Of autumn branches
With sad dead dead plugs,
Empty without their sockets.
Once a place of bustle and noise
Now the curtains rustle
With the forgotten motion of others
Not part of our world
You and I we stay
I hold your hand
Limp like a dormant thing
Still warm
Although there will be no awakening
For you when winter has passed.
Your gaze is full
Looking past me at stars unseen
I touch your forehead but
Feel a stranger in a forbidden
Place of rough cotton and hard seats
This was never you
You loved comfort, and the feel of the sun
Neon lights set no shadows or subtle
Light plays.
All is stark with no room to hide.
A cough turns in to a choke
And I hide my tears as I hold your hand
Until it cools
They come and take you.
Now it’s just me and the curtains
That whisper of a world beyond that I cannot enter quite yet.
So I sit surrounded by the limp
Leaves of forgotten wires
And I think about winter.